i really want to apologise to each and every one of you if i've made you fell that i dont care anymore, it isnt true. only yesterday i was thinking about how good things used to be, but i guess sometimes things do change, whether you want them to or not.

i know i've been quite pre-occupied recently and i also apologise if thats made me appear moody or what-not, and it has mainly been kevin but there have been other factors such as my law exam that i failed abysmally

(im really sorry this is all about apologies)
im so so sorry to all of those that i used to be particularly close to and now am not so much anymore. i really do miss the old times and still value all of your friendships dearly, even though with some other factors mean that we dont speak anymore, particularly my 2 guys- who dont even speak to each other anymore, i will always love you both so much and i miss you
to two of my girlie mates im sorry if it feels your being pushed away, i still treasure your friendship more than you could ever know
to two others im so regretful for the friendships we kind of lost though luckily i have managed to reconcile one of them
to those of you that i never got to know as well as i could have, all of you were there whether it be in the background if i ever needed you and i am very grateful for that
to the new buddies thank you for being there and to one inparticular im so glad a found you again and i thank all of your friends for being so accepting of me
becky you are definately one of the greatest friends i could have asked for as are aimee and megan thank you for always being with me through everything
kevin- you have made me so happy and you really are so amazing, i cannot believe how lucky i am (why the hell you like me??) a good friend of mine told me that i deserved a knight in shining armour (and i love this friend, even though i havent shown it as well as i could have recently) and you are it you are everything i could possible want and more and im crazy about you

one further apology (last one i promise) and that is for this entry altogether. i know i havent been a great friend and i ask you all to forgive me, you really do mean a lot to me

all my love

kate xxx

before | after

to everyone dear - 2005-01-19
at least at loud, i won't say it - 2005-01-14
to all of you - 2004-12-25
kevin - 2004-12-24
*smiles* - 2004-12-19